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I just remembered I have a blog. I still don't know what to put in here because I don't think anyone cares about what I write. Well, I have some free time so here I go. I'm gonna try to type whatever comes to mind and see where it leads me. Crap, here it goes.

I learned Rex was actually 16 instead of 14. That made me sad.

There are times that I just wanna run as hard as I can, but it's never a good time...like I'm about to go to sleep, or I'm driving.

Sometimes I feel awkward.

I'm solar powered. The second the sun goes down so does my energy level.

It has been said I sleep like a middle/elementary schooler. I think I obviously get more sleep then those guys.

I have a really hard time approaching old friends.

I'm not good at stuff that a lot of people think I'm good at. Well, I guess that's relative to whoever.

I like to pretend I'm smart. A lot of people fall for it. I have decent knowledge and I'm not as smart as I sound.

Ocean City at 5:30am looks like a zombie movie.

I saw where the water meets the sky.

I know a lot of people that don't know me.

I miss people.

I'm broke but I have money.

I'm scared of teaching. I volunteered to do a lesson this week.

Sometimes, I feel lonely when I'm with groups of people.

Sometimes I act a certain way because it fits the situation even when I don't feel the way. For example, if in a certain situation I think the common person would be sad, I act sad even though inside I'm as happy as a button on the inside.

Nothing really gets me angry. I think angry thoughts but not in an angry way...Like i think "If I were angry, what would I be thinking?"

I continually pray in my head for humbleness... sometimes i get too humble and cross into self-loathing.

I'm trying my hardest but I'm lazy.

I don't like the idea of people getting attached to me because I tend to disappear and I think that might just make them sad.

Only a select few have a place in my heart. The rest I still love with the love of Christ though.

I'm going to sleep...because it's past my bedtime. 10:00pm :).